Tuesday, December 20, 2005

I am in LOVE... =)
Current mood: grateful

Hi guys!

I have something that I wanna share with all of you...I am in LOVE all over again and I finally found the guy of my dream and his name is Johnny Vo. Faith have brought us together and he is definitely a keeper. He has almost all the qualities that I am looking for and the chemistry between us is just amazing! The bonds that we have are priceless. He's someone that I would never let go cause he's one of a kind and no one can ever replace him. Not only does he have a bomb-ass personality, he also has a great sense of humor to go with it. He's hella funny, sweet, spontaneous, outgoing, sincere, considerate, unpredictable, respectful, positive attitude, intelligence, and many more...What I like best about him is that he has self-respect as well as respect for elders. Clean, tidy, and organized is a biggy because it can be sign of being organized and responsible with their life.

Johnny is naturally charming enough to sweep me off my feet, considerate enough to call me each day to tell me he's thinking of me, sweet enough to take the bus to come down here to see me, courteous enough to open doors for me, kind enough to let me order meals first, humorous enough to make me chuckle each day, and funny enough to make me laugh and smile all day.

We talk on the phone everyday for at least 5 hours and one time on Dec. 26, we talked for 15 hours and text each others all the time to let each others know how much we miss one another. I love hearing his sweet and sexy voices everyday and joke around with him. I always talk dirty to him to make him laugh and smile because after he works hard all day, I want to make him laugh all the time and put a smile on his face. I work very hard everyday and coming home laying on my bed talking to Johnny makes me happy and forgets all about my stress and worries. Without him, I would sit at home feeling blue and lonely. With him in my life, I feel complete, loved, happy, and full of adventurous. Every time we see each others, we experience new things together and never take anything for granted. We value our time together and make the best out of every second we have together.

For the past 3 months, I've been going thru so much drama, heartache, pain, and lots of crying...but then it came Johnny...who came to the rescue. I think the lord Buddha brought him into my life for a reason and not to mention at the perfect time and year to help and guide me thru all the tough time that I'm going thru right now. I thank him for giving me such a beautiful gift this year and it's a PERFECT gift for New Year. Now I can start out fresh and new for the New year. I have almost everything that I ever wanted in my life right now, but what I'm missing is a guy who love me, care for me, pamper me, make me laugh, and sweep me off my feet. All I ever wanted is a supportive and understanding boyfriend, because I don't have time for immature, jealous, and insecure guy in my life right now. I don't want to waste anymore of my precious time for Mr. Wrong anymore. I deserve nothing but the BEST and I won't settle for LESS anymore.

Even though Johnny lives in San Jose and I live in LA, we don't feel like we are far apart. I don't mind that he live far away from me and I definitely don't mind driving, taking the bus, or fly to see him. I'll do anything just to be with him and being 6 hours away from each others can't stop us from being together. We take turn and take the bus, drive, and fly to see each others every weekend. It would be very nice if he lives down here, but then again, when we do see each others, we value each moment that we have together more. I know that many people out there don't believe or trust in long distant relationship, but that is because they haven't met the "RIGHT GUY" or the guy of their dream. When you truly love someone, you willing to sacrifice and would do whatever it takes to see the one you love.

I have confident that we will be more than fine and I will never regret anything I've done for him or think twice about "US". He makes me extremely HAPPY and give me butterfly in my stomach all the time. He bright up my day with a simple smile and a warm hug. When I'm with him, I forget all about my problems, stress, and everything else that's going on in my life right now...I feel so safe and loved when I'm with him. I am the LUCKIEST girl on earth and I am in LOVE!

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Love Letter to my honey JV...
Current mood: thankful

Hello sweetheart,

I'm sitting here practically dazed and delirious with such love I have for you. I just want to snuggle up under your arms and swoon for your embraces. It feels like I've been taken under your wings and nurtured from your love. You are incredible and my mind has stepped aside so that my heart can speak. I love you, you are my big loving teddybear! But even then, words cannot explain or truly express how I feel for you sometimes...

We are hundreds of miles apart and we have only our meager words to describe and communicate our thoughts. Yet, you tell me of the strong feelings you have.... the things you invision, what we would be doing if we were together. That was a most beautiful thing ever to hear.... and it was in no way offensive, not in the least. It was a complete expression of your love....it was beyond comprehension and flattering. I love you. Three little words that say so much between us.

My distant love resides in your heart and it is there anytime you need to feel it.... especially on days when you need love the most. The miles may span across the earth, but there are no miles that span between our hearts.

I LOVE you with my whole being, and I remember that I made a vow to LOVE you for as long as you let me and I meant it. I can't imagine life without you, the thought of your touch that makes my whole body shiver, the love that you giving me day by day makes me look forward to a brand new day, every second that we spend together will always be cherished in my heart. Moments go by, days go by but memories of you and I will never leave this heart of mine.

Every time you hold me close to your body I feel the connection that is very powerful and strong and it's a kind of a connection that would move mountains and cross the deepest oceans for you cause there is nothing I would n't do for you cause you are my BABY.

From the day we met, I knew that you would hold my heart in your hands. You completely own me and every part of me. When I think of you, my heart is so full of love and passion for you that I can hardly contain myself. I think of spending every minute of every day with you and holding you so close to me. Whenever you think of me, please know that no matter how many miles separate us or how much of our lives comes between us, you are and always will be the love of my life and I will never love anyone as much again. I thank the lord Buddha everyday for letting me meet you and for you falling in love with me because I know that it would never be as perfect any other way. I love you with all that I am.

We might be miles away for a while, I might not get to see you smile or hear you laugh or even watch you sleep, but darling, you know that the true test of love is distance, for it's said that distance brings people closer together. I know that even if I have to shed a tear every day until you come down here; I will. If I have to hide myself from the world; I will. I will do anything I can just to make sure that when you come back to me you know my love is pure and true.

Baby, I am just writing this letter to you to let you know how much I love you. I know we have many miles separating us but I know we'll make it through. Baby, you mean the world to me and no one can ever compare to you. I think about you all the time, like I said, I wake up with thoughts of you and go to sleep with thoughts of you. Your name repeats over and over in my mind. Each day my love grows stronger for you and I know for a fact that my love will never fade. These miles between us won't fade away but I know that our love will keep us together. It's so weird for us to be so far away from each other but yet so close. I love you, Baby.

Yours truly,

Kim Anh Hoang

Friday, January 06, 2006

My True Feelings - (To my sweetheart JV)
Current mood: loved

To my dearest sweetheart,

Let me start by saying that I thank Buddha every night since I found you. You came into my life when everything seemed so dark but you provided the light to find my way. I've never been so certain of anything in my life like I am of us. You have totally changed my outlook in life and I thank you for that. I never thought that someone could love me like you do, but guess what? I love you that much too. I feel as if I'm walking over clouds just thinking about you. You make my life complete. I know you've said we could do foolish things while in love, but you know what? With you I wouldn't mind being a fool for the rest of my life. I love you so much and I know you love me too. I know that others looking into our relationship might think that we're saying too many foolish things too soon but they just don't know how we feel about each other. There's nothing foolish about the things I've told you, I meant every word I said.

From time to time you ask me why I chose and fall for you? What is so special about you? Well, the reason is simple. I chose and fall for you because you are YOU!!! I have never had anyone treat me the way you do. I have never had anyone just look at me and make me feel beautiful. You do that to me! You make me feel special and wanted. As liberal as I can be, I would never do anything to hurt you. You mean more to me than you realize. I am hoping that one day I can prove all of this to you! I want you for you!

You make me feel loved, you make me feel safe, but more importantly, you make me feel wanted. and it's something that I hadn't felt in a very long time. We both knew our friendship would grow right from the very first day we spoke. But, neither one of us could begin to imagine the love we both feel, not exploding or thundering into our hearts, but just slowly growing into a beautiful relationship that only you and I can understand. You are my soul mate, my best friend, my inspiration, my love.

I love you because you bring the best out of me. I love whom, I have become since I have known you. I love your terrific sense of humor. Every time I look in your eyes, my heart misses a beat. I enjoy doing things with you and spending time with you. You are simply irresistible.

Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when your there, I feel safe. Your voice soothes me. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, only I can't find the words other than I am happy we met and have gotten together.

We have both gone through so much in our lives; we've both been hurt and have lost trust in others, but I ask you to give me a chance as I give you one. I don't ask for much, only for you to love me as I am and not to hurt me as I would not hurt you. I only wish to be by your side and with no one else.

From this moment on, we have each other and all the time to be in each other's arms. When I say I love you it is truly meant.

Your love,

Kim Hoang

Thursday, February 02, 2006

I Love You For So Many Reasons...
Current mood: loved

Before I met you, I spent a lot of time meeting all kinds of people. I had a lot of fun and learned a lot. Though each person I met had great characteristics, but something was missing...

Not one person had all the qualities that I had hoped a person could have. someone whose every action and thought I could respect -someone who was very intelligent yet could also be fun-loving, someone who was sensitive, yet virile exciting and sensuous, someone who knew what they wanted out of life and a beautiful person inside and out. I could not find a person like this until I met you.

I thought I would never find the right person to love until I met you, and since I have always thought that love is the most important part of my life, I want our love to last and to be as beautiful as it is now. I want our love to be the backbone of our lives forever.

Our love came naturally but I know that we must both work at making it last so I will try my hardest at all times to be fair and honest with you. I will strive for my own goals and help you achieve yours. I will always try to understand you. I will always let you know what I am thinking, I will always try to support you, I will try to successfully blend our lives together with enough freedom to grow as individuals, I will always consider each day with you special regardless of what events occur in our lives, and I will make sure that our relationship flourishes as I will always love and respect you.

Whenever I make an important decision, I try to discuss it with you. Whenever I have a difficult day, I seem to forget about it by talking on the phone with you. Whenever I have doubts about what I'm doing, I can always depend on encouragement from you. Whenever something special happens to me, your happy reaction makes it that much better. Whenever I have new dreams, I can depend on support from you. Whenever I find myself chasing after the wrong things, a kiss from you sets me on the right course because I realize that the most important thing in life is your love and I'm so fortunate to have you. I thank you and I love you!!!

Though you are not here, wherever I go or whatever I do, I see your face in my mind and I miss you so. I miss telling you everything, I miss showing you things, I miss our eyes secretly giving each other confidence, I miss your touch, I miss our excitement together, I miss everything we share, and I don't like missing you. It is a very cold and lonely feeling. I wish that I could be with you right now where the warmth of our love would melt the winter snows, but since I can't be with you right now, I will have to be content just dreaming about when we will be together again!!

I love you unconditionally,

Kim Anh Hoang

Friday, March 03, 2006

Letter to my dearest fiance, Johnny

To my dearest fiance,

You already know, honey, how deeply I love you with all my being and especially with all my heart. My love for you is so strong that it is impossible for me to express it without getting emotional, which I am right now as I write this letter. Everything from my trembling fingers on the keyboard to my beating heart tells me that you are the only man in the entire world for me to love forever. I don't believe I can fully be who I am without your love.

When I see you across the room, or waiting for me at the bus stop, or looking for me in a crowd, I feel myself breathing faster and faster and I want to hold you tightly in my arms, to feel your warmth and tenderness against my body. When I see your radiant smile, hear your lovely voice, touch your soft face, and feel your gentle hand in mine, I go wild with passion inside. All else is a blur as I concentrate on the wonder and joy of your presence.

Sweetheart, I'm so fortunate and blessed to have you as my best friend, confidant, and fiance. You make me feel whole and womanly as you satisfy me with your beauty, affection, thoughtfullness, and intelligence. I want to experience these magnificent, feminine qualities of yours over and over again because they make me feel so contented and close to you. Without them and you something is missing in my life; it can only be called fullfilment.

My darling, I love you and I want to love you with a true womanly fedelity and commitment forever. Baby, thank you for making me the happiest woman on earth. I will always be true to you and love you forever.

Your fiance,

Kim Anh Hoang

***Sweetheart, these reasons are very TRUE and it all come from the bottom of my heart...I love you sweetie...***

(This is for my fiance so don't even think about stealing or copying... thanks!)

1. I love the way you surprise me with the perfect gifts that show you pay attention to me.
2. I love the way I know you'll never give up on me.
3. I love the fact that I wouldn't ever give up on you.
4. I love the way you look at me.
5. I love how you show me how much you love me from your actions not just from talking...
6. I love the way I can't imagine a day without you in my life.
7. I love the way if we were ever separated I wouldn't know how to go on.
8. I love the way we cuddle and hold each others tight.
9. I love the way we sometimes stay up all night and just talk for hours.
10. I love how I know you'll always be there when I need you to be.
11. I love the fact that I will always be there for you too.
12. I love how when I dream of my life partner, the only person that I can see is you.
13. I love how complete I feel when I am with you.
14. I love how our bodies just fit together.
15. I love the way you make me laugh.
16. I love the way you laugh.
17. I love the way you won't compromise yourself when we are together.
18. I love the way you won't let me compromise myself.
19. I love your thoughtfulness.
20. I love your tenderness.
21. I love your ability to speak without saying a single word.
22. I love the way we glance at each other across the room and know what each other is thinking.
23. I love the way, how even though we may be miles apart I still feel like you're right here with me.
24. I love how you are so patient with me.
25. I love the way you'll watch a movei/show with me even though you may not be interested in it.
26. I love the way you treat my friends.
27. I love your love for the things that interest me.
28. I love the way you let me live my life freely without jealousy.
29. I love how you demand respect but are not controlling.
30. I love how I would do anything in this world to make you happy.
31. I love how you would do anything in this world to make me happy.
32. I love the way your voice sounds over the phone.
33. I love the way your voice sounds when you whisper sweet things in my ear.
34. I love the completeness and oneness I feel when we make love.
35. I love your sensuality.
36. I love how our romance feels like the perfect romance movie.
37. I love how you are my soul mate.
38. I love the way you handle troubled times.
39. I love the way you respect me.
40. I love the way you protect and defend me.
41. I love how you feel when we cuddle.
42. I love the softness of your lips against mine.
43. I love the softness of your lips against my body.
44. I love the feeling of your hair brushing against me when we make love.
45. I love laying in bed at night talking about nothing.
46. I love waking up to find we've been cuddling together all night.
47. I love the surprises you leave for me.
48. I love your intelligence.
49. I love your ingenuity.
50. I love your ability to make friends where ever we go.
51. I love your love for life.
52. I love your passion for your hobbies and interests.
53. I love how every time I look at you, you take my breath away.
54. I love how I thank Buddha everyday for bringing someone as wonderful as you into my life.
55. I love when you swallow your pride for me even if I was wrong.
56. I love the special moments that we shared that will remain my fondest memories of you and I.
57. I love spending the holidays with the one person I love the most.
58. I love how my heart skips a beat whenever you walk into the room.
59. I love how you love me.
60. I love how I love you.
61. I love the ways you choose to show your affection for me.
62. I love the way you inspire me to be more than I am.
63. I love the way you spark my creativity and imagination.
64. I love the way you make me feel like anything is possible as long as I'm with you.
65. I love your sense of humor.
66. I love the way you make me feel like royalty.
67. I love the way you dress.
68. I love your understated elegance.
69. I love you just the way you are.
70. I love your spontaneity.
71. I love our life together.
72. I love how if I died right now I would be the happiest person alive knowing I found my one true love.
73. I love the fact that we will grow old together.
74. I love your way with words.
75. I love the way you look when your sleeping.
76. I love the way you think you look awful when you first wake up when it is actually then I find you the most beautiful.
77. I love your willingness to share everything and most especially your heart with me.
78. I love your strength of character.
79. I love taking showers together.
80. I love when you text and call me every moment you get a chance to.
81. I love the way you treat me.
82. I love the way you take care of us.
83. I love your cute smile.
84. I love the way you take the time to thank me for doing every day things.
85. I love the way you show your affection when we are around friends and/or family.
86. I love the way you are not scared to show your affection when we are in public.
87. I love your confidence.
88. I love your ability to make me feel better when times are tough.
89. I love the way we make up after a fight.
90. I love how you treat other children.
91. I love the way you support me when I'm off track.
92. I love the way you take the time to show me how much you love me.
93. I love your cute dimples.
94. I love your body.
95. I love your openness to try new things.
96. I love your ability to talk things through.
97. I love your courage to be you.
98. I love your greatness.
99. I love the fact that you want to be with me and only me.
100. I love how I am and feel when I am with you!
101. I love you for you!

(There are many more reasons why I love you, but I can't type them all down. I love you sweetheart!)